My lack of posts lately means that I’ve been in a slump. I’ve been eating too much and lounging too much. For the last 2 weeks, I’ve had very little energy and feel nap-ready all the time. I wake up tired and I’m ready for bed by 8pm (although I don’t usually make it to be until 10 or 10:30).

I’m just soooooo tiiiiiiirrrrrrred.

I haven’t been to Zumba in 2 weeks because that just seems like a whole lot of moving around that I just don’t have the energy for. Yes, I know getting some exercise will help me feel less tired, but that’s like telling someone who’s stuck in a mud bog that they’ll feel cleaner after a shower. I know it will make me feel better but first I gotta figure out how to get unstuck from the mud!

There’s been some work stress lately and monthly cycle stress and just every day what-am-I-going-to-make-for-dinner stress as well. I’ve been clenching my jaws a lot lately and my shoulders are super tight as well, so basically I’m two tons of fun to be around these days.

I haven’t been to church since November, either. I’m feeling a bit…unmoored these days I think.

I know I’ll come back around and be on the upswing again soon. I’ll be exercising regularly and eating well and my confidence will be sure and sound. But for right now, ugh. Not happening.