Stream of consciousness

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I was really tired last night so I went to bed right at 10:00 and fell asleep about 10 seconds later. I slept hard, but had weird, sad dreams and I had the hardest time getting out of bed this morning. I’m still tired today. Also I feel like I have allergies or a cold or something just starting, maybe that’s why I’m so tired. I have a lot to do at work today but just can’t seem to organize my thoughts well enough to get anything done. Have to leave early to pick up kids from school and zoom them over to the dentist’s office where we will get xrayed and polished, then rush home to cook dinner and get myself to Zumba. The thought of going to Zumba tonight wears me out, but I think I should go. If I don’t go, I have plenty of laundry to keep me busy, so it’s not like I’m going to sit around and do nothing if I don’t go. Well, I’ll decide that later. I wish I had another one of those Sweet & Salty granola bars. Those things are like cake! Very filling, but if I let myself zombie out for awhile I could eat a whole box of them. What I really need is a nap. A nap at home in my cool bed with the curtains drawn and the lights off. Ah, that sounds like a dream. Instead, I’m here at work under these artificial lights while the computers keys click-click-click away, keeping me awake.  Don’t know why I feel the need to write all this down, but getting it out sort of helps me to focus – getting all the random stuff out of my head so I can concentrate on work for the next 2.5 hours, maybe? I don’t know. This post is not for anyone but me, so if it makes no sense at all, that’s okay. It’s a weird day.

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3 thoughts on “Stream of consciousness

  1. this is your crazy week, right? No wonder you don’t want to get out of bed!

    do the best you can. put off what’s not a priority. if it will make you feel better, go to Zumba tonight.

    I understand about writing to clear your head. Keep doing it if it helps. Good luck with the rest of your week, girlie.

  2. I think you’re great. – Just wanted to tell you that.

    “Also I feel like I have allergies or a cold or something just starting, maybe that’s why I’m so tired.” — Can I give a tip? Take a 10 minute walk and see how you feel afterward. When I got sick several weeks ago and was just coming down with it, I was so freaking tired after a simple 10 minute walk. This may help you decide to go to Zumba or not. Sometimes exercise perks a mild cold up, sometimes it’ll drag our immunity down if we’re truly getting sick. Listen to your body.

    I hope you feel better soon.

  3. Hey, Jill! Hope you made it through the rest of your day okay.

    It has been a tough spring for me, too, on the healthy living front. I’m clinging to exercise and wishing I didn’t feel quite so out-of-control with the food. 😦 Must.Find.Mojo!

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