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A 40-something woman trying to lose 40-something pounds

Monthly Archives: January 2009

Question of the day:  is anyone doing the National Body Challenge?  I was asked by the NBC folks if I would feature it on my blog here and I am more than happy to do so (free of charge – cuz that’s how I roll, and plus they didn’t offer).  I can not make myself get excited about the Biggest Loser, but I really like the NBC. The National Body Challenge is, by their own definition, not a way to lose weight, but a way to live a healthier lifestyle.  I can totally get on board with that.  It’s an 8 week program by the Discovery channel and I think it is a really good way to improve your eating and exercise routine.  When you register it asks you all kinds of questions and maps out a plan for you.  I have registered but I haven’t really taken the time to explore everything the site has to offer.  Oh and did I mention it’s free?  Let me know if you have had any experience with this and I’ll let you know how my experience goes, mkay?

 

Spring tagged me for a meme the other day and I’m just now getting around to it, so here goes:

7 Things About Me

1) I was born with brown eyes, but they are almost completely green now. Weird, huh?
2) My husband thinks it’s weird that I can move my big toe independently of my other toes. I can pick things up and even pinch him with my toes when the need arises. What’s weirder is that I’m sort of proud of this.
3) The new love of my life is my subscription to XM satellite radio.
4) This meme is making me think I am weirder than previously thought.
5) I am the Yahtzee Queen. Last week I rolled TWO yahtzees in one game. Yes, I am THAT good.
6) My favorite food in the whole world is my mom’s Chicken and Dumplings. Little pillows of heaven floating around in a heavenly broth.
7) I can sing like Patsy Cline. Okay that’s totally a lie…but wouldn’t it be cool if it were true?! I sing more like this.

Okay so there it is. Now you know exactly how odd I really am…or maybe you already knew and were just too polite to say it out loud. Anyway, that’s a tiny bit of me to carry you through the weekend.  I”m not going to tag anyone for this because I think I have already tagged you all once before, but if you want to play along feel free – just let me know if you do so I can see just how weird you all are!  ;)

Okay well that’s about all for today kids. I hope you all have a wonderfully active weekend full of good healthy food and fun!  I hope I do too.

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Before I get started with today’s post, can I just take a moment to give a big shout out to coffee?  I love coffee and it loves me.  We’re thinking of taking our relationship to the next level  – freshly ground from the whole bean.  J’adore le cafe. 

Anyway, today I am blogging from home ( I took a vacation day to take care of things like dentist appts and veterinary appts, etc).  I’ll probably be doing more of this (blogging from home that is) in the future because the microscope is increasing its magnification at work, and I don’t want to get fired for something as stupid as abusing the internet policy.  I mean if I’m going to lose my job, I would prefer a layoff as to have to admit to my friends and family that my blogging addiction got so out of hand that they had to fire me.  So if you find that I’m posting and commenting on your blogs at random times of the day – that’s why.   Just trying to keep all under control – I can quit anytime I want to, I just don’t want to.   ;)  

I have to say, this cooking thing is getting easier and funner!  Last night I made the best meatloaf and it was chock full of yummy veggies and my family had no idea!  Mwahahahahah.  I felt so sneaky!!  Today I was seaching the cupboards* for something to eat for lunch when I realized that I was going to have to actually cook something if I wanted to eat.  So I thawed some chicken and sauteed it in a wee bit of olive oil along with some green onion and green pepper, then I added it to some brown rice mixed with salsa and a small dollop of sour cream.  It was goo-ood!  Tonight I am making lasagna in the slow cooker, and I have added lots of veggies to it too.   I may turn into a for really reals cook yet!

So I went to the WalMarts today and bought some protein powder.   Now what do I do with it?  I know I can make shakes, but I’m guessing ice cream is probably  not one of the ingredients in a protein shake.  So what is your favorite use for protein powder? 

The treadmill is dead.  For real.  Let’s observe a moment of silence for my friend of 8 years, shall we?

 

 

Thank you.  Since the treadmill took a header six feet under, I’ve had to break out some of the dvds.  I have also decided that Denise Austin is not my friend.  Kickboxing for Dummies however is my new BFF.  And Gilad is still my boyfriend when it comes to working my abs and other general toning parts.  I miss the treadmill though because that’s when I could just escape my little family for a while and be inside my own head and not have to worry about 4 other people and their IMMEDIATE needs.  I will most likely get another treadmill for my birthday but that’s still a couple of months away, so I’m going to have to get used to working out with four pairs of eyes watching me because I have to do something.  Not working out is not an option.

Oh, and I think I have solved my snack attack dilemna:  I’m going to have a portable snack that I can eat on the way home.  Also I have decided to eat a small snack every couple of hours instead of every four hours – we’ll see if that helps.  Mary Lou said this morning I was 2 pounds below my starting weight, so that’s a start.   I think I should have mentioned also that this week is TOM, so that had a lot to do with my angst and malaise on Monday.  Funny how those hormones can take a perfectly optimistic woman and turn her into moody, pathetic pile of goo.  Glad they’re under control now.

I should probably clean up around here a little bit before everyone gets home – just to make it look like I did something besides spend all day on the internet…not that I did that, because like I said, I can quit anytime I want to.  Really. 

 

*did you know that for a long time I thought cupboards was spelled cubbards?  I blame Mother Hubbard for that one.  Just a bit of trivia for ya. 


I am stuck.  Stuck in a carbolicious rut of carbs, carbs, and more carbs.  And not the good kind of carbs either, oh no.   The more carbs I eat, the more I want.  I just can’t seem to shake it.  In analyzing my problem, I’ve come up with a couple different reasons for my descent into carbhell.  #1) I think I don’t eat enough during the day so that when I come home all I want to do is eat, eat, and then eat some more.  Also (this would be #2) I can’t think of any protein-rich snacks that sound good to me.   My snacks lately consist of goldfish crackers, popcorn (the kind from the Christmas tins), and anything of the chocolate nature.   String cheese has always been my go-to protein snack, but that just doesn’t sound good to me anymore. 

I wish it was summer – during the warmer months I eat salads all the time.  And fruit…I love fruit in the summer.  During these cold winter months however,  I want hearty soups and comfort foods.  Thick rich chewy foods do it for me right now in a big way, hence the 8 pound weight gain (yeah, I just admitted that I’ve gained 8 pounds in the last 6 weeks).   I’m getting back into the workout habit, but it doesn’t do much good when I wreck all my hard work with 1,000 calorie snacks right afterward. 

Just ignore this post – I’m venting to myself. 

However, just so that this post isn’t a total waste – in case you didn’t notice, I added the progress pics page.  You can see me go from cute little thang to big mama  to somewhat normal person again.  If I don’t get my eating back in control, I’m going to be posting big mama pics again…and no one wants to see that.


Lots of interesting things going on IRL and on the nets, so let’s just jump right in, shall we? The lovely and wonderful MizFit (and the less – lovely but still wonderful Random Number Generator) chose me as a recipient for her giveaway. I won Dr. Sears’ Toxic Fat book, so of course you all should look for a review (and by review, I mean my own biased opinion) on the book sometime in the future. Thanks Miz! Oh and on the advice of Miz, I was so inspired by her video of the plank, that I got down on the floor of my office and held my plank position for twenty whole seconds! That was about 19 seconds more than I thought I would be able to do.  Hopefully my abs will feel it tomorrow.Speaking of books, I finished reading a book last night that surprised me in its intensity and emotion. It’s call The Angels of Morgan Hill and it’s one of those cheapy books from Wal-Mart, which is why I haven’t picked it up and read it since I received it for my birthday back in March. I think my MIL bought it for me and it was on my “to read” list but then I lost it for awhile. A few days ago it magically reappeared on the shelf of my entertainment center in the living room, so I picked it up and started in. It’s mostly an easy read, but it’s intense at times. It deals with racial prejudice in the 1940′s, but it is sweet and surprising and if you need a good read – I highly recommend it.

I got my pics scanned last night, but just haven’t had a chance to upload them to the blog yet. It’s funny looking back through pictures at my varying weights. How in the world does a person who was 130 pounds let herself get up to 186? I just shake my head and wonder why it took me so long to get serious about getting healthy.

Have you made any New Year’s Resolutions? I made 10 or 12 last year, but this year I think I’m going to make only two. One of them of course has to do with health and that is to learn to cook healthy meals, but you all already knew that one. The other is to be more GENEROUS. I am by nature, very tight with money. The hubs says I’m cheap and sadly he is right. Some days I think I tend to be very selfish – thinking only of what I need to do today, what I have to get done, what I need to make me happy today. I want to focus more on what I can do to help my family, making time for my friends, reaching out to somebody who needs me. The running theme in my marriage lately is “it’s the little things that count”, and I want to focus on doing those little things that mean so much to the people in my life. I want to be open to all the blessings He wants to bestow upon me, but I feel like I have been holding so tightly to things that aren’t even mine to begin with, that I am letting a lot of experiences slip away. Does that make sense? Is it selfish to think that by being more generous (in time, money, and spirit) I will receive more in return? The things I am hoping to receive are more peace, stronger connections, and a more joyful spirit. I’m tired of being a Grinch – all closed up and tight.

If you aren’t the resolution-making type, I found this via my long distance workout buddy, Eileen. It’s sort of a long term resolution, giving you over 3 years instead of just one to complete a list of things to accomplish. I like the idea and may compile my own list.

On the health and fitness front, over at Woot.com they have a Reebok heart rate monitor with chest strap and watch for sale today. If you are unfamiliar with Woot.com, they sell one product per day – every day the product changes. It might be a new product, or sometimes they sell reconditioned items too. It’s mostly electronic gadgets, but it’s fun to check and see what the deal of the day is every morning. So if you are in the market for a heart rate monitor, head on over and check them out.

Need a good relaxing stretch at the end of the day? Go check out YogaDownload. They have several 20 minute yoga routines that you can download for FREE. I have downloaded two so far and I really like the routines. Even the ones that aren’t free are still very reasonably priced, so I will probably download more when I’m done with these two.

I’ve got Gilad on the dvr all set and ready to kick my tail tonight, since my poor treadmill is pretty much dead. My calves are still tight from Tuesday’s workout, but it feels good. If it’s nice this weekend, I may go for a run in the park. That would be a nice way to start the weekend, huh?

Hope y’all have a good day!


So I had this perky post about resolutions all set to go and then I read this from Charlotte. It just breaks my heart. My heart breaks for Charlotte and all the other women who had this happen to them. My heart breaks for my daughters and all the other daughters out there who will have to be warned about this kind of thing. It makes me angry as hell at anyone who thinks they can intimidate and threaten another human being all for the sake of power.How do I talk to my daughter, who is 8, about things like this? We’ve talked about stranger danger, and standing up for herself (she’s a follower, big time), and we have talked about how our bodies are our own and no one has permission to touch us.

But I want to know, how do I tell her to trust that inner voice that says “this is not a good situation”? How do I make her understand that being polite is not always the best thing to be? She is such a people pleaser and so naïve (like I was at her age) that I’m afraid she’ll ignore that gut feeling (like I have so many times before) when there are red flags going up everywhere.

I’ve never been hurt or assaulted, but there were times in college when, if it hadn’t been for my roommate (who was always at my side) I would have found myself in very bad circumstances. She always seemed to be able to read a situation better than I could, so she was usually the one saying “come on, we need to get outta here”. I was so green, that I wanted to believe that every one had good intentions and no one would hurt me because I was a good person. When I think back to what could have happened – it chills me to the bone. I want my daughters to be smarter than I was.

Wow, not such a perky post huh? I wasn’t even going to blog about this, but I couldn’t get it out of my head. Putting it out there in cyberspace helps a little, so here it is. I promise tomorrow’s post will be a little more light-hearted.


Hello Friends!  I fully intended to post more over the long weekend but between all the movie-watching and naps, I just couldn’t find the time, and did you really want to hear about how many Butterfinger Jingles I ate anyway? I didn’t think so.

So, here we are at the beginning of a shiny new year. To resolve or not to resolve, that is the question, and I still haven’t decided. I think New Year’s Resolutions are a good, if you make them small probable goals, and not something like “make eleventy billion dollars and buy Costa Rica”, but having goals such as “eat 3 veggies every day, or make the bed every day” I think are perfectly reasonable goals to shoot for.  Another important thing about making a list of resolutions is to actually read the list at least once during the year. Making a list and then stuffing it in the back of your office desk drawer never to see the light of day again is not going to do you any good. I looked at my list from last year at least twice during the following months, and it was a good reminder of what I wanted to accomplish. I didn’t accomplish everything on my list, but that’s okay. I’ll probably make another one for this year, just because I think it’s fun to dream about what I might be able to do in the next 12 months. Of course I’ll let you know when I do.

One thing I know will be on my list is “cooking more and healthier”. I’ve already started on that one by putting that food processor to good use. So far I have made hummus (not a good result – must do more tweaking), guacamole (OMGosh – so good!), and black eyed pea dip for New Year’s Day (very good if I do say so myself!), just to name a few. I also just bought Jessica Seinfeld’s cookbook Deceptively Delicious in order to sneak in a few more veggies into my kids’ meals. I decided to buy the cookbook because I had made some Good Morning muffins (recipe from the Hamilton Beach website) which had shredded carrots and apples in them. My kids love muffins and I didn’t tell them what was in these (if I had, they would have something like “Ew gross” and never even tried them), so they gobbled them right up. I felt a certain satisfaction that they got at least a few nutrients, so when I saw the DD cookbook – on sale no less – I snatched it up pronto. I can’t wait to start pureeing (that word looks like peeing -tee hee I’m such a child!), and sneaking in the goodness.

On a sad note, the old treadmill is dying. It tries to keep up, but its old motor just isn’t what it used to be. I nearly panicked Saturday when I went to start it up and it just wouldn’t go. Luckily Gilad was on at that time, so I followed along with him and got an excellent workout. I like Gilad because he doesn’t incorporate a lot of goofy moves, so I even felt comfortable enough to work out IN FRONT OF MY HUSBAND. That is a huge deal because I never work out in front of him, but Saturday I just didn’t care. The hubs even cheered me on while he sat at the computer playing games, as he had been doing for the previous hour and a half. He declined my offer to join Gilad and myself. Oh well, I’ll bring him over to the dark side eventually. I will get my little family healthy if it kills me.

Let’s see what else? Oh, on the advice of the excellent MizFit, I went out and bought some milled Flaxseed and have been putting the stuff in everything I can think of. I haven’t yet eaten it by the spoonful straight out of the box like the Miz does, but I’m off to a good start anyway. It’s been in my oatmeal, last night’s chili, the Black eyed pea dip, the Good Morning Muffins, and other miscellaneous foods that I can’t think of right now. I feel so exotic sprinkling this unfamiliar (to me) yet healthy goodness in my food!

To steal from Debby’s idea, I went through some old photos over the weekend looking for progress pics, and as soon as I scan them into my computer, I’ll post them so we can see how far I’ve come. I don’t feel like I have an accurate view of myself until I see myself in a picture. For a long time I didn’t let anyone take a picture of me, so I didn’t really know how big I was. What’s the opposite of anorexia? I always thought I was smaller than I really was, so when I would catch a glimpse of myself in a store window, or heaven forbid – a dressing room mirror, I would be genuinely surprised and hurt. But out of sight means out of mind, so I dove back into denial and a plate of cookies in order to forget what I knew was a big problem (pun totally intended). If I can remember to do it, I’ll post the pics tonight. So there’s something for ya to look forward to!

Whew – see what happens when I don’t post for several days? Let that be a lesson to me!



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